I ponteng again~~ ponteng sekolah 3 times ady... ponteng class 10+timess ady.. my mum din knoe at all.... i dont know how to tell her... today i ponteng i very happy... but after ponteng then i feel very sorry to my mum.. after at home.. my mum call my go tuition... i dont want to go... then i say something hurts my mum... i say that she is a really weird person, why everytime my friend say headache or watever then their mum give them dont go school d... but that time i cough until like hell my mummy dont give at all... sommmor say eat medicine la... then i really angry... then i still say that.. she want mi to pengsan in school only let mi at home is it.. then i go die lor... then my second sister come in... she say wat happen.. i shouted my mum want to kill mi... then when eating... my mum come le... then says faster go take bath.... then i tell her... talk to you you still dont understand de... i very tired lar!! then i sit at the staircase....then playing my phone... she still call my go tuition later.. then i say talk to you like talk to the air... then dont bother her le... when she go up stairs.. i'm playin piano to releasing my anger... then she still say go take bath...
1) i dont like when i play piano ppl talk to mi or bother mi
2)she still dont understand wad i say
3) she is so stubborn!
then i angry until like hell... but i stop scolding her... i straight away bang my piano... play my piano for 1 and the half hour... then when bo song wanna play le... i play from right to left liddat... make my hand red red... make my hand very pain and going to blood only i stop... then i go my room... then playin my phone she still saying abt take bath.. then i say did i say i wanna go tuition? she didnt bother and close her door.. and i continue playing my handphone.. then when 8.30 my uncle call me to go down... i shout i dont want go tuition.. then 9 something my mum know that i didnt go... she shouted my name... my second sister say that she will take cane beat me or scold mi or watever... then i go downstair... then i saw my mum already go in her room and locked her door... then i nt scared.. i go knocked her door... then she come out says that... why i dont want go tuition.. then that time i really weird then i say i tired.. then she ask me tomorrow got school? i say bo... then she say then sleep later loo... then i say i want to go out... then she say tuition you very tired but play very happy lah? then i say ya la.. you dont know de meh.. everyone also like that de mah... tuition very tired but when play forgotten lo isn't?? then she really cant tahan then she ask my what can she do to help me?? then i say juz dont bother me already.... and i go upstairs... then she say.. you be good girl lar.... then i say i also want to.. but i dont know why!! then i go in my room and continue playin my phone.. my sister also tio shocked that my mum didnt scold me or what.. cuz she try before like that.. my mum pull her out of house in the middle in the night.... and scold her... but then didnt scold mi... and talk to mi liddat... then i really dont know what to say... cuz i think i really siao that time... i feel like wanna tell my mum that dont put too much of her hope on me... if not she will be very very very dissapointed... cuz she dont know what i do in school AT ALL.. she dont know i ponteng.. she dont know i fight.. she dont know i didnt do homework in school... she juz know that my piano is good... my upsr 6a... become her hope all is on me... i scare she really dissapointed on me.. i feel like wanna tell her... that i'm nt that perfect... treat me too good is spoiled me...make me feel like wanna argue wif her... like i'm bigger you know!?!?! oh my goodness....how to tell her..... i eat wrong medicine i think/..... zZzZzzzzzzzzzzzZ~!~@