i feel like i'm soo stupid.. damn stupid... that time i argued wif rz... now also "he hao" but i still purposely find thing to argue...but i really cnt tahan my friend all start smokin... you know... i thought shayne wont smoke.. and at last he smoke... when he told mi that.. i feel like wanna cry d.. i really cnt control... and now.. i did ask rz.. i thought he didnt.. but at last he replied he did.. so i.. straight away scold him.. and i offline.. i really cant stand d... cant stand d... and now i come write my blog...i'm really dissapointed at all my friend... they also like geettin far fro mmi... i'm gonna mad wif this.... smoke can help them wat?? i scold them stupid... but it's truth that everyone smoke is also have their reason... so i feel that i more stupid... i'm really dumb... it's all my fault...i get dumb by "him" cause i treated him not good, and that's wat i choosed.. i cant regret.. i didnt ask rz before did he smoke and now i'm blamming him that he didnt tell mi the truth... or maybe i'm a real fakers..... sorry all... nite now...